1978 - Iran’s situation
When I was preparing to leave
Iran, there was political turmoil and social unrest that had already begun
years before, reaching a climax in 1977 on different fronts, slowly pulling the
nation toward revolution.
Just a week before my
departure, on the 19th of August 1978, there was a horrifying terror
attack in the southern city of Abadan. A movie theatre, the Cinema Rex was set
on fire. All the doors were mysteriously locked making it impossible for anyone
to escape. Nearly 500 innocent civilians were trapped, burnt alive. The carnage
happened in the hottest month, in one of the hottest cities. According to the chief-of-police’s account, the scene would remind you of the
gas chambers of Hitler. The opposition groups and the ruling government were
pointing fingers at one another, accusing the other of the heinous attack. The
brutalities that the Shah’s secret police, SAVAK, were inflicting on people in
those days to suppress the uprising that was gaining momentum day by day, like
a rolling snowball, made it hard for people to dismiss these accusations by the
opposition groups. Later, it was considered to be a pivotal event that
triggered the revolution. And, in my view, the events that occurred following
the revolution cleared the air for many as to who was the real culprit on that
fateful day.
Despite all this, nobody,
myself included, could have imagined it would be living through days leading up
to the impending moment of a sudden and drastic change of regime. I did not say
farewell nor resign my job. Instead, I began a two-month summer break and
planned to come to Japan for a short visit.
Occasionally, whenever I
think back to that summer, I can’t help but wonder if, on that day of departure
while hugging my mother good-bye, I knew somehow that this would be the last
time ever to hug her, that I would never see her again, or even be able to go
to her funeral. Indeed, if I had known what was to come would I have acted
differently?
Within a short period of my
arrival in Japan, the political events taking a turn for worse in Iran, made me
realize, bitterly, it was becoming impossible for me to return home, at least,
for a while. The only road ahead was to stay on in Japan and see how the
situation in the Middle East would develop. I was unprepared for these sudden
changes, and for the unfolding events that followed. In truth, I felt this new
country was not ready for me, either .
I remember this year as a student living in India for a year at an international boarding school. There were a number of students there from Iran. At the time, I was a teenager with very little insight into the political situation you were experiencing along with a number of students who also were suddenly unable to go home ever again.
ReplyDeletethank you for sharing your exeprience of that time.
ReplyDeleteWhen exactly did it dawn on you that you would not be able to go back to Iran? What was it that gave you that terrible insight ? I think most of us cannot fathom being not able to return to our families and home. I can imagine that you must have been in denial for along time even after the situation in your homeland have become impossible Can you give us some idea of how a person’s mind works in that situation?
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